Monday, June 13, 2011

I'm growing gills...

So I was remembering this one time at camp (no, not the band variety) when I participated in probably one of the stupidest and most ridiculous contests ever known to man.  In some states people have died in such contests, but for me the only pain involved is that somewhere out there is a video of me doing something that once it hits the internet is going to ruin my career.  That's right.  It was a water drinking contest.

Okay, get whatever you thought the video was of out of your head and focus now.

So the short story is that a few of us were being silly and decided to figure out how much water we could drink in a limited number of time...I can't remember how long, but I remember it felt like the longest few minutes of my life.  The three of us settled down with little dixie cups that our friends were filling with water as we drank it as quickly as we could.  The first one to go flew from the room and I'm not sure where she ended up, but she didn't return.  Then the second one ran to the door and made it luckily into the bushes before, well, you know.  And thus it was I who won the contest, realized it was over and reached for the tub of popcorn before, well, you know.

Now I'm not really proud of that moment (or the subsequent video footage that we decided, for some god-awful reason, to blow up with a projector the next night) but I am proud to say that I am a champion water drinker.  And when it comes to weight loss, water is a serious secret weapon.  Over the past three weeks I have gotten back to my normal water drinking and it feels wonderful.  It fills me up so I'm not as hungry, it flushes out the gross toxins and I just feel better.  I try to focus on all those benefits as I take about 10 bathroom breaks a day.

Today, as I was thinking about water and all of its glories, it got me to thinking about quantity.  My entire life I've heard the "8 glasses a day" method and it has always confused the heck out of me for the basic reason that glasses come in all different sizes.  And then you hear, no it's "8 cups a day."  To me that translates to 64 ounces a day which sounds a little more standardized, but still seems like it's just not enough.  And then I came across this calculator which comes a little closer to what I really drink every day.

At any rate, drinking water is definitely a good habit, but one that can be hard to keep up.  I recommend having something to flavor it (I use this new MIO stuff that's great!) and starting early.  Drink a bottle with every meal and one inbetween every one too.  Carry a bigger bottle with you and you'll be surprised how much water you can drink. 

And my basic rule of thumb?  Drink at least half your weight in ounces every day!  How much do you drink?

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Sweet Little Treats

I'm a notorious sweet tooth and being such I always need to find ways to get that little treat in somewhere.  As I am now trying to avoid things like candies and cookies, I've been looking for ways to substitute the sweetness I want with other things.  At this time of the year it's a great chance to get more fruits in and I do find that a nice sweet fruit is a great way to get that sugar without sacrificing.  Lately, I've been eating lots of watermelon and we've been finding great deals on strawberries, blueberries and other summer fruits at the store.  And last night I made this little yummy dessert...I so don't feel like I'm dieting!

Sweet Fruity Tart

Ingredients
Graham crackers
3 tbsp non-fat yogurt (any flavor)
3 tbsp Splenda (if desired)
1/2 cup berries (your choice!)
1 pkg non-fat, sugar free instant pudding (I used white chocolate flavor)

Graham cracker crust:  in a blender or food processor crumble the graham crackers until they are finely ground.  In a bowl you can mix with a spoon (I used my hands!) and press them into a pie pan to create the crust.

Mix the pudding as directed and spread it into the crust.  Mine didn't use all the pudding so I stored the rest for later.  Then, prepare your berries however you want and cover the top of the pudding with them. 

Really easy, really yummy, not expensive AND low fat!  PointsPlus value:  2 pts (if you cut the tart into 8 peices)

Enjoy!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Apple Spice Stuffed Chicken Breasts

Okay, so I'm going to claim this one as my own.  I took bits and pieces from other recipes but had to improvise a bit in the construction because of the ingredients I had on hand.  It turned out great and made me feel kinda fancy in the process!  And I think I will do a honey glaze on it next time for some added flavor...I suggest you do too!

Apple Spice Stuffed Chicken Breasts

Ingredients
3 5-6 oz boneless, skinless chicken breasts
1 1/2 cup chopped apples (I used galas)
1-2 tsp pumpkin pie spice (I eyeballed it so you can really add however much you want!)
2 oz shredded 2% cheddar cheese
olive oil

Directions
Preheat oven to 350 degrees and prepare a casserole dish for the chicken (I use an olive oil spray).  Chop up the apples so they are in smallish pieces.  Mix apples, cheese and spice together and set aside in a bowl.  With the chicken breasts either pound them out to an even thickness with enough room to roll or do what I did and slice them in half...this really depends on the original thickness of the chicken.  Then, take a handful of the apple-cheese-spice mixture and stuff it into the fold.  Wrap the chicken so it is encasing the apples and place the chicken in the casserole dish.  Bake for 30-35 minutes or until the chicken is well-done but not dry and enjoy!

We had this with salad and it was really yummy.  Like I said, next time I think I will do a honey glaze over top of the chicken for a bit of added flavor because they weren't super spiced, but the apples, cheese and spice was great!  I recommend playing around with the type of cheese for an even different flavor.


 

The Procrastination Weasel

So, I found this on a blog so I can't take credit for it but I thought it was fitting.  Procrastination is an interesting issue that can perpetuate things like weight gain, no exercise and a myriad of other things (I'm staring straight at my "junk" table and groaning).  If we think of it in the context written below it becomes something you can fight.  My procrastination weasel is usually the one that gives me excuses not to exercise, not to lose weight, not to do the dishes or make dinner every evening, you catch my drift.  If we face him off, maybe we will see some success!

There's a voice... trying to get you to procrastinate... this voice is the "Procrastination Weasel". The Weasel represents your old collection of procrastination thoughts.

The Procrastination Weasel wants to stop you from taking actions in your interest... and he isn't satisfied until he's robbed you of your money, health, and opportunities, made your house a mess, and has sunk you into depression. The Weasle's mission is to take your self-efficacy, your self-acceptance, and waste your valuable time.

Weasel Tactics

The Weasel is well-trained in how to affect you and is brutal in his tactics. He knows when to pop up and strike! Here's a list of his tactics:

Diversionary Actions

This is where the weasel pops up when you are set to take positive action and he creates an unwanted diversion. The result is playing video games, watching TV, daydreaming or another 'safe' activity. "Let's do something else instead!" the Weasel will tell you, and instead of going to the gym and working out you comply and stare at the TV with a bag of Cheetos.

The Weasel can convince you some of these diversions are somehow more important because they are happening Now. "Untold Secrets of the Ancient Pyramids" is only on TV NOW... and this paperwork will be here all week!"

Anti Self-Efficacy

The weasel tells us lies about our capabilities to get his own way... "Forget it buddy!" the Weasel will say "You can't do this!" This Weasel attack is aimed at your self-acceptance as well. The weasel rates you and tells you that you're just not capable of carrying out the task.

Awfulizing

The Weasel is a drama queen! With hand to forehead, the Weasel will tell you how awful your task is going to be. By the time the Weasel is done, a task as simple as washing the dishes becomes the Bataan Death March. The weasel's tactics here include 'warning' you that you will be bored, threatened, and inconvenienced.

Anti-Assertiveness

Another way the Weasel can awfulize a situation includes playing up the discomfort of telling someone else "no" to get a task accomplished. The Weasel will try to convince you that pleasing others is more important than your task.

Shouldn't Have To

The Weasel is great at telling you when you shouldn't have to do things. "You don't deserve this!" the weasel will say, laying out an entitlement that allows you to avoid the task... even though it's in your best self-interest!

Another version of this tactic is "The Excuse" where the Weasel coaches you into an alibi that seemingly absolves you of your responsibiltiy and creates a false entitlement to justify the avoidance.

Later Is Better

Here's where the Weasel convinces us that there's no lack of pressure, therefore our interest is served in waiting.. and waiting.. and waiting again. "Relax! Conditions will be better later! There's no reason to rush into this!" Here tasks are put off for another day... over and over.

Weasel Blitzkrieg

The blitzkrieg tactic will try to convince you "It's just too much!" The Weasel will pile one thing upon another until the tasks, including the old ones, appear insurmountable.

"It's hopeless!" the Weasel whispers in your ear "so why bother?"


Anti-Weasel Warfare

The following anti-Weasel tactics are aimed at reducing the effect this procrastinating pest has on your daily life.

Enemy Identification

Figure out how the weasel has been affecting you today. Write down the ways you been procrastinating and understand his game.

Battle Plan, Tactics, and Logistics

Create a reasonable mission statement and get your weapons ready for dealing with the Weasel. He's a tough adversary, but he can be defeated! Here's some anti-weasel tactics:

1. Create Clear Goals

The Weasel loves when our goals are not defined as it gives him the opportunity to flank us by telling us we aren't achieving enough. Making clear goals allows us to accurately plot and measure our progress.

2. Planning

Don't just have goals, work backwards from the goal you'd like to achieve and lay out a plan! If you'd like to achieve catching up on your paperwork at home, schedule time when you can start this task.

3. Anti-Weasel Chunking

Don't give the Weasel the opportunity to do the blitzkrieg on you! Break tasks into smaller bits and pieces to prevent getting overwhelmed. Don't insist that the entire task has to be done at once! Instead of "cleaning the house" as a task, start with one room, or simply schedule small amounts of time for these tasks.

4. Scheduling

Create a schedule whereby you can deal with re-curring tasks in an efficient manner. For instance, schedule time to do paperwork when you are least likely to be interrupted.

5. Use an Action List

The Weasel doesn't want you to feel a sense of accomplishment! Create an action list that not only points to the tasks at hand, but allows you to record your successes!

6. Create Your Own Motivation

"Action Creates Motivation" is an anti-Weasel tool! Use the 15-minute tactic on the Weasel to get going... just get up and work on a task for 15 minutes... the activity will create your motivation. Break it into an even smaller time, say 5 minutes, if an all-out Weasel attack is occurring.

7. Pick a D-Day

Set a date and plan to declare war! Get all your goals, plans, and anti-weasel training in place... and decide when you are going to deploy!

8. Deal Effectively with Setbacks

The Weasel is a skilled enemy! Don't believe you've lost the war if he wins a battle or two. Watch out that you don't start believing his propaganda! Make adjustments to your plans and re-deploy.

9. Catch-Up and Keep-Up

Dedicate your resources to both catch-up and keep-up tasks. Try to deal with items as they come up rather than to have them end up in your catch-up pile.

10. Practice, Patience, Persistence

Understand that defeating the Procrastination Weasel is a matter of practicing anti-Weasel techniques. The more you practice, the easier it becomes! Destroy the Weasel's morale by being persistant in your fight... but be patient with yourself as you hone your battle skills.

12. Bayonet the Weasel

HALT! Who goes there (in my thoughts)? OH! It's YOU, Weasel! Take THIS!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Habits...aren't those what nuns wear?

Well yes, but that's not the kind of habits I'm talking about.  I'm talking about the sit-on-the-couch-and-watch-tv-while-eating-a-big-bowl-of-ice-cream kind of habits and the what-the-hell-is-a-carrot kind of habits that got me into this mess in the first place.  Of course, I can't really remember when I acquired these sweet, little behaviors, but here I am and now I'm thinking.  It's a dangerous place...

Dictionary.com defines a habit as "an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has almost become involuntary."  Hmmm.  Interesting.  There are a couple of key words in there, did you catch them?

The first bit would be that a habit, according to the web-based dictionary gurus, is a behavior.  Now, I realize this might seem elementary, but given my expertise in being a big girl, I have a variety of excuses that would claim that my weight and lifestyle are part of my personality and genetics.  But they are saying that it's behavior!  Ludicrous!  Why, you ask?  Because if it's a behavior, and not only that, but an acquired behavior, then I might just have some control over it.  Well isn't that just a bag of crazy!

Of course it's not and I know that.  But now that I know I might have some control over it, what does that mean?  It means that I might actually be able to lose all the weight I'm supposed to.  It means I can exercise on a daily basis.  It kinda shoots all the excuses I've had for being okay with the status quo right in their big ol' foot.  Darn, they were pretty comfy excuses.

Then, those silly masters of terminology went and threw in that a behavior followed eventually becomes a behavior that is almost involuntary.  So what is it?  Are my bad health habits in or out of my control?  Sheesh, take a side already. 

But really, how I read that is that while I might have some bad health habits, I am still the only person in control of me and my behaviors.  And if I want to change those behaviors, I can do it, because they are only almost involuntary.  And, according to this, if I want to acquire a new habit then I'm going to have to follow that new habit until it becomes almost involuntary too.  Right?  Simple logic, clean, direct, sounds easy.

And it really is.  Honestly, when we put our minds to anything we really can do it.  It's the putting our minds to it that's the trick.  Like how I am at 5am when I need to go workout and I know that I just have to get out of bed and it will be okay.  It's the getting out of bed that's the hard part!  I'm my worst enemy when it comes to making excuses or ignoring what I really know to be healthy in lieu of something that might make me feel happy, but only for the short term.  In the process of changing behavior, it's really pretty simple and at the same time takes A LOT of work.  People who haven't ever acquired bad habits (and I'm not sure there's a single person out there who hasn't) and have tried to change their behavior won't understand what that is like.  It's a complete mind shift.

I think of it like this:  I love sweets.  I love everything sweet and delicious.  Now, my bad habits/behaviors have always led me toward the cookie table.  A real example would be this luncheon I went to last week at work.  They had a delicious salad buffet and healthy wraps and right at the end of the table was a platter of oh so yummy looking cookies and brownies and desserts.  I caught myself gravitating toward it over and over, hovering, eyes gazing longingly, damn near drooling.  It was the habit, the unnatural urge that kept pulling me back that was so unnerving.  And yet I was able to consciously stay away with a quick and mindful redirect that my health wouldn't sustain another cookie (this is what I tell myself...) and that honestly I don't want it.  Of course my body is screaming at me that I want it , I NEED it and if I can't have it I'm going to wither away.  Well, that last part is anything but true, I think we can all agree about that.  :-)  The point is that it took me three rounds with the cookie tray before my mind was like, uh uh, no way and turned my feet in the opposite direction.  It can be very hard to re-train your brain.

These days, instead of indulging that sweet tooth with cookies, I've started to replace it with sweet fruits and they satisfy me just as well and maybe more.  The watermelon I have in the fridge is especially delicious. I figure that slowly, as I consciously re-arrange my lifestyle and restrict myself to the natural types of food to sustain my cravings, I will begin to make these behaviors, these choices, these habits "almost involuntary" to a point where my mind will naturally guide me to the salad and fruit buffet and ignore the other parts.  Of course, 29 years of bad habits doesn't go away overnight, so this is going to be an interesting process to be sure.

And if you need some clues and ideas on how to eat healthy, I suggest spying on someone who has the complete opposite habits as you do...that's what I've been doing and I'm pretty sure one of my co-workers thinks I'm stalking her.  Oh well. 

What bad habits are you going to change this week?

Monday, June 6, 2011

What he doesn't know, won't hurt him...

So I'm constantly in search of healthy versions of meals that Justin will eat.  Just to give you a peek into what I'm dealing with, Justin is the type of guy who thinks that a burger provides all of the necessary food groups and when confronted with a piece of lettuce usually thinks it's trying to kill him. 

What do I resort to?  Pretty much trying to figure out how to make foods he will think are delicious while secretly hiding the healthy stuff inside.  Tonight's deliciousness came from a WeightWatcher's tip I stumbled upon and it was fantastic.  Justin had no idea what he was eating, and that's how it's going to stay!  Sorry, no picture, we ate it too fast, but if you're looking for something creamy for your pasta sauce that isn't going to pack on the pounds, you have to try it!

There wasn't a title so I'm going to call it...

Amy's Magic Creamy Pasta Sauce

Ingredients
9 cups cooked whole-wheat spaghetti
4 medium shallots, peeled and left whole
2 tsp olive oil
8 oz silken tofu, about 1 cup
1/2 cup watercress tough stems removed
1/4 cup basil
3 tbsp fresh lemon juice
1/8 tsp table salt, to taste
1/8 tsp black pepper, to taste

Instructions
Preheat oven to 450°F.

Place shallots on a large sheet of aluminum foil. Bring four corners of foil together to make an open pouch. Pour oil over shallots and pinch foil ends together to close pouch; place on a baking sheet. Roast for 25 minutes. Carefully remove pouch from oven, open and let shallots cool (use oven mitts and keep face away from pouch when opening).

Place tofu, watercress and parsley in a blender or food processor and blend on low for 20 seconds; scrape down sides of container with a spoon. Add lemon juice and roasted shallots. Blend on high for 30 seconds and scrape down sides of container with a spoon; season to taste with salt and pepper. Blend on low for 20 seconds more; serve over spaghetti. Yields about 1 1/2 cups of spaghetti and 1/2 cup of sauce per serving.

Points per serving (1/2 cup sauce):  1  (that's right, I said 1 point.)

Amy's Notes:  I made the sauce and heated it on very low until the pasta was ready.  We paired this with baked chicken and it was super delicious.  And seriously, if Justin will eat it and go for seconds, you know it's good!

A Wake-Up Call

So, my inferiorities at keeping up a blog aside it is time to start anew.  And now, with added gusto, I begin a completely new phase of my life in which I take control again of who I want to be and how I want to live.  You may be asking yourself, "why, Amy, whatever can you mean?  You seem so happy with your life?"  or maybe your saying "geez, Amy, finally, now stop your self-indulgent pity-party and get your butt in gear!"  Of course, I'm putting words in your mouth but that is exactly what I am going to be doing, putting my butt in gear to lose weight, change my lifestyle and hopefully my life.

Enough is enough.  This realization came to me in the past two weeks after visiting my doctor and getting some pretty uncomfortable news.  At 29, I am now pre-diabetic, have high blood pressure and am on the verge of a very tall cliff with my internal organs.  At 29.  20-freaking-9. 

So after this news was taken in and process for a whole of 5 minutes I realized that I need to stop playing around.  While a variety of things can cause the above-mentioned issues, I am in no more denial that ultimately my weight is playing the biggest role.  I am 119 lbs overweight.  There, I said it.  Done and done.

The doctor has put me on medication for blood pressure, restricted my diet to little to no refined sugar, no alcohol (aaahhh!!!), and more exercise with the message that if I don't turn my lifestyle around soon, it's going to get worse.  So instead of curling up on my not-so-comfy couch and taking a good, self-pity cry with a bag of cookies and my remote control, I have decided to attack this issue from all sides.  What does that mean, you ask?  Well, in a nutshell, it means this:

  • No more fast food
  • No more pizza
  • No more soda
  • No more candy
  • No more cookies or ice cream or sugar coated sugar sticks (jk!)
  • No more sitting on my butt watching tv all weekend
  • Salads for lunch and dinner
  • Fruit all day long
  • Exercise and activity 7 (yes 7!) days a week
  • Etc, etc, etc.
Sounds tough, right?  You couldn't be more wrong.

What it sounds like is I can finally stop kidding myself and giving myself excuses, right?  I have made excuses not to have salads or fruit or healthy foods around me at all times.  I've made excuses not to exercise and lose weight.  I've got every excuse in the book.  And now, there's not an excuse good enough.

What about this excuse:  "I'm too busy to get to the gym every day."

Lame, that's what.  How about this one:  "Making a good salad is too hard and requires too many ingredients."

Ultra lame.  My response now is:  "This is how you live.  You eat salad, you work out every day, you care about you enough to get healthy.  So stop being such a pansy and do it!"

It's actually been a great week and full of discoveries.  I'm remembering that I actually like to live this way and eat this way and it's really not that difficult.  I'm remembering that I am a strong and active person.  I am learning and discovering a lot about the self-sabotage I have used in the past few years that has kept me from making the commitment to being healthy. 

So now begins the journey to find that inner-skinny person who has been fighting to get out all these years.  My first goal is 28 lbs by August 31st and between now and then I hope I will figure out how to keep up the momentum to finish this once and for all!